28 October 2008

YEAH ! 1st month today :D <3 lols .

anw darling , happy first month :D
we're so gna last , harhar :D

suppose to be a happy day (?).
or a sad day (?).

both lahs , happy because i've lasted 1 month with darling .
sad was because one month ago's today ..
gah , dunwna bring up abt it.

going out for job hunt later i guess with twinnerh <3 ,
either at JP , IMM or Westmall ? :/

just when i started to put in confidence in our relationship ,
you asked for break up .
i told you before , i dun wna get hurt again in r/s from you ,
you said you wun leave me , only you afraid that i'll leave you .
i promised i wont leave you.
but you asked for break up , and you left me all alone .
i didnt have much confidence in r/s , you told me to have .
just as i started believing that someone loves me ,
you left me , left me all alone .
you know how hard is it , to go through these days ?
almost everyday i cried lah , but who knows ?
even if you know you wont do anything right ?
maybe , we weren't meant to be .
all those things you said ,
you love me , you wont leave me , you'll be tiongxim and etc ,
are all lies .
i dont believe in love , and tiongxims anymore .