that feeling sucks man .

i`m so damn fucking afraid of retaining lah .
afterall , i`ve never once been really attentive in class.
i always find myself disturbing people , and disturbing th class.
i`ve wasted too much time alr , i cant waste anymoree.
i`m afraid lah. thats th thing i`m most afraid of ):

and boyf , jiayous yeah .
i`m sure you can de lah.
dun keep thinking you`ll fail and retain .
think positivelyyyyyy :l
must cheerup ! still have me , zhian and your friends and brothers (:
dun keep thinking negatively le lahhhhhh .

and one last thing .
th feeling between us wasnt like last time yeah.
i know you're frustrated over studies .
me too , i know how you feel exactly.
but yeah , i really feel that ,
th feeling wasnt strong like last timee ):
somehow i keep thinking ,
did i do sth wrong , or you dun love me alr .
):
i cant help lah , but i always think alot .
i`m really sensitive.
i`m hot-tempered.
i`m bitchy.
and i admit , i`m not a goodgirlf.
sorry boyf , if i did anything wrong yeah.

but even if oneday you`ve decided to leave me ,
i have no choice but to let you go.


and knn , anyone of you wan shoot my previous post , go ahead . i dun give a damn anymore . shoot me lah , shoot my blog lah . knn , not happy just shoot lahr , ahbicare alr .