01 August 2008

instead of asking me to stay ; yoo actually encouraged me to transfer , hais .
i just said i`m maybe transferring , MAYBE .
hais ; those stress - friends and us , i just cant take it .
those friends; i dunwna mention .
its like , we`re always quarreling over small matters .
i really dunno wad to do .

i feel like , dying man . those friendship probs really pulled me down .
i just cant be myself like last time .
i can only fake smiles ; no more real smiles .
seriously friends ; i`m tired .

tired of quarrels ; and everything . i dun wna end things this way ,
i really felt like crying lahr .
that feeling really is very uncomfortable .

i dunwna end everything this way ; i`ll really really breakdown soon .

if i really did anything wrong ; i`m sorry ..